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I've started and restarted this post about 6 times now, thinking of different topics. In all actuality, though, I'm just not feelin it tonight. To be honest tonight, i just don't understand people/life sometimes. Today we have just been shown that people, even people that are closest to us, can just be pure evil. The Bible tells us that revenge is of the Lord. Some days I just wanna help him along,though, and burn some houses down, kick some butt, put aresenic in the well etc. I don't get it. Maybe I am just not wired that way. My family is my life. My family is my heart, my world, and when someone attacks them, it is ON like donkey kong. You want to see the "human" side of me, mess with my family. I have moments when I could make a sailor blush. Am I proud of this? no That's called keepin it real. Luckily, I have a mom and 3 of my sisters that are my bestest friends. We "get" each other and know where our hearts are. I love you mommy Salami, Wein, Camper Jo, and Twinnie twin. hey, we either laugh.....or we go to Dave and Busters until we laugh.